| i need chapstick. any-waiis, my lifes been like h-e-l-l the last few days, again. It's like a repeat of what happened before, recently... So yeah, i've be thinking a lot lately, just about things... So if you like see me all "zoned-out" @ school. ignore it. I'm just in my concious-state these days.. n yeahh. so don't do what other "foolish" people do n wave your hand in front of my face. i'll seriously yell @ your for "disturbing" my thinking. I think for a good reason. To straighten things out, yo. Sorry if i seem to ignore you.. just understand i'm.."thinking" you might think "oh wow you're thinking, stop making a big freekin deal out of it." well shuddup. I'm trying to get things straight with my future, education,..boys, family, myself, and my friends. trying to plan something out that'll get me satisfied. yeah.
Y0UKN0W,GUYSRUiNGiRLSLiVES@S0MEP0iNTiNLiFE.
BUTTHENAGAiN,GiRLSRUiNGUYSLiVEST00.
S0STAYSTR0NG
xs a R ah 0 1 2x: OMGGG there were these HAiRYYYYYY trees
xs a R ah 0 1 2x: omg
xs a R ah 0 1 2x: it's soo scary!
[.....she's talkin bout mexico -.-;]
D0NE.
-;-_GiNA
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|  like the picture? ehe i dig this pic. i curled my hair. how's life been?? it's improving :] i'm happier now.
are thing's starting to lighten up a bit? aww heck yeah :D i'm so glad it's over. highschools just the same ol boringness. nothing really, exciting is happening... except, maverick has to find a ring for me. i'm gonna pretend that i'm married/taken. no not by mav, he's just finding me ring :D hmmm ... mike n i are close friends .. now. actually we are closer friends then before.. ARGiE, hope things are going good for you.. you L0SER, SKANK, etc. lol good times :P hope i see you sometime around..somewhere ha. 00H iN GYM CLASS, we played PiCTi0NARY! i G0T "WATERB0Y" RiGHT :D okay enough of that fer now :D . WaHAHA
your imagination spreads when you're bored -.-;;
til then..
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| can't always get what u want
even if you really [love/like] it.
Someone is a person too. I'm not the someone around here. Just because I'm..gina, Doesn't mean all good things happen to me. Yes, I am not satisfied with my life right now. I've been going through rough edges lately. Hangin loose, guys, sports, homework, sleep, internet. I just have a feeling thing's will be going a different direction. And I'm ready for this suffering that'll be coming up soon. Very soon.. Not should I have a lighter load on my back.. But I should make my back more stronger. I am ready to toughen my back up. I am ready to lift all those heavy loads i'll soon be facing. It may be hard. But I'm not that same person who'd go to a corner and cry my a$$ off. I've changed. To a more delicate, strong, person. I have self-control to tell me what my limit is. I am no longer the stupid, weak gina you used to know. Now, I am, the new gina which will take on new sufferings each and everyday. If I may fail, I am weak. If I may accomplish this, I am strong. Please pray for me, to make it through, to keep on going. To not give up so easily like I used to do. Just a little prayer. And I also ask the Lord, to make me into a humble, clean, strong person by the time my suffering ends. FiGHTiNG! :]
[x] __ ginaa` |
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| when you have a heavy load on your back,
don't try throwing some of it away,
make your back stronger and keep on going.
my husband. :]
[ BI / RAIN / Ji HOON OPPA ]
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